Friday, November 28, 2008

I'm leaving on a jet plane tomorrow. I'm anxious, I'm scared, I'm excited, I'm worried. So many emotions.. Will update once I get back.

Its only 5 days but it feels like an eternity.

-she will miss her sayang

Posted by jasmine at 8:26 PM

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

I've just read some letter that Rupen gave me went he was in Colorado. I had a revelation. As much as I talk about marriage and about a life with him, it never really sank it. It was more of like a "go with the follow thing" but after reading those letters again, it was like a confirmation. Now I am so wanting to spend my life with him. I realise that he is the only man , other than daddy of course, that loves me so very much. (And not to mention I love him so very much too. ) I really cannot imagine a life without him.

This short 15 minutes of reading the letters made me wonder one thing. What is love? Love is more than just fast pumping heart beats. It is more than just sweaty palms. It really goes way beyound that. Its more than just feeling "manja" or "sayang". Its a two way thing. Its respondisbility. And I think when someone is really in love, they can be who they want to be with the other person and not be afraid of being judged. Love is not self concious. Its like waking up in the morning and scratching your butt and not worrying that the person will mind. Its like farting really loud when you are with the person and not blush but laugh about it. Its when your guard is totally let down because you can trust that person.

I finally found my prince charming.(its just a metaphor, he really isn't that charming.. just MAN) I am so looking forward to a life time together. I'm not afraid of anything that could possibly happen because I know me and my prince charming can see it through together. I guess thats what love is.....

- she sees cupid

Posted by jasmine at 8:11 PM

God provides all my needs...

For the first time in a long time, I am seeing something I thought I would never see......

-She is reminded of his Divine love once more

Posted by jasmine at 2:48 PM

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

When I blog consistently, its a sign that I am bored shitless.

Gym+ Cycling= PAIN ....

I feel good though. Its been a while since I feel healthy. Philippines is just one week away. Its scary to think I would be travelling more or less alone. (When I say alone means without Rupen or family or Friends)

I've encountered another pain in the arse. I dont konw what annoys me more. The fact that he agreed that I could EFI at the campsite or the fact that he refuse to confirm it. Some ppl in the outdoor business are a pain in the arse. So much for being a high achiever. Honestly, some bridges should never be burnt especially if they make the bulk of your rice bowl.

Posted by jasmine at 6:44 PM

Sunday, November 16, 2008

The word boredem is staring me in the face again. I hate being bored. I think of the most outrageous things to do. Things I have thought of doing:

Dying my hair to some strange shade of blonde
Getting inked on my back
Piece my nose
Piece another hole on my ears
Become a humanitarian
Volunteer at the zoo as a tiger therapist
Stitch something .
Make a teddy bear

Things I would love to do this holiday.

Go wild wild wet
Buy something new clothes
Club and get drunk** (as if)
Go snow city
Make some money
Go to the zoo to comfort the poor tigers
Sentosa

Lets see how man I can complete this holiday.

Posted by jasmine at 8:48 PM

Friday, November 14, 2008

I think my new blogskins rocks..

Posted by jasmine at 8:19 PM

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Maths exam on Thursday. No time to get irritated now. I met a fucking insecure bitch that stepped on my toes. Well. here's to you bitch..

"I'm fat but I can go for sliming treatment, you are ugly."

You better pray hard we don't really cross path again.

-she thinks bitches are everywhere.

Posted by jasmine at 11:58 PM

Saturday, November 08, 2008

Is singapore the only place in the world where people under the age of 35 have to get legally married to own a place together?

-she wonders

Posted by jasmine at 11:09 AM

2 more papers to go. Thank God !

I'm not really looking forward to the holidays because I would be too free. Life has been so-so. I guess its the exams blues that are affecting my outlook to life. I'm feeling FAT. Lost my hard earned, nicely scuplted muscules to all the sitting down and studying. A student's life is highly unhealthy.

Once 13 Nov comes, its exercise all the way..

Mummy and Daddy won a flat screen tv in a lucky draw. Daddy is fiddling with it now. I wonder when I would be so lucky.

-she hopes her luck will change tonight