Friday, October 29, 2004

"Love does not consist of gazing at each other but looking towards the same direction"

Posted by jasmine at 6:44 AM

Thursday, October 28, 2004

I hate being sick.. ok who does... been down with the flu for the past few days... such a horrid feeling... I'm like too weak to move and stuff... blame it on the medication... the sickening medication made me so drowsy.. so weak... i hope i'll recover soon.. i don't like this feeling...

Posted by jasmine at 3:34 PM

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

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Sunday, October 24, 2004

I am sure you have experience waking one morning and realising that your life is never the same again. Suddenly everything you work for, everything u belive in, everything that matters to you doesn't matter any more. You just sit in bed and think to yourself how are you going to face the future, how r you going to move on. That is how I feel now.

I would say that my life is not the same anymore. Everything has changed. Even to the littlest detail... everything is changed. This isnt just abt the relationship that I just got into but more like how my life is falling into place. Its really scary.. Suddenly one morning I woke up and realise that everything has fallen into place. I got everything now, a stable family who loves me alot, good grades, wonderful friends and a boyfriend who is like so marriage material... Suddenly, my 18 yr old outlook to life have to change... No more not bothering about tomorrow or no more no planning... Suddenly respondsibilities change, outlooks change. But some how I have not found the joy that i had many years ago. I am still very tired, so emotinally drained. Everything about my life that people view as perfect is a burden to me. I feel so tired.. So very tired. I dont know why.. maybe i'm having a mood swing, or maybe my time of the month is coming.. but i just feel so sad. I am not the happy girl I was. Last time when I would tell myself how happy I am with life and mean it.. Now when I ask myself if I am happy with life I would just feel like crying... Don't ask me y ... I really dont know... I am super tired... God help me...

Posted by jasmine at 8:54 PM

Friday, October 22, 2004

Day-1- of my quitting smoking movement.. haha

Yes i have decided to quit.. yes yes its for real this time.. i have not smoked for more than 24 hrs.. last night was the hardest 24 hrs of my life.. really.. i c him smoke and damn was i tempted. but NO i will not.. this morning kinda suffered from withdrawal symtomps... yes .. super grumpy.. cursing and swearing at every one.. had one of those coughing fits.. mummy thought i was sick.. haha.. well it all got better after a swim.. really did.. i felt so much better...i manage to swim 5 laps before i really cannot tahan liao.. c wat those bad bad sticks do to you .. hahaha....
oh well.. now i am in sch in front of the comp and super exhausted after my swim... should be going down to the arcade to play BANG BANG haha.. and than home for a good sleep...
(yes dear, i know i am i bum ) ..

Posted by jasmine at 10:59 AM

Thursday, October 21, 2004

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Tuesday, October 19, 2004

fear hurt and pain all at once... the uncertainty of the futre and fear of the past... your words cut like a knife... your thoughts are closed and immature... how can this go on.... i want acceptance.. i want understanding... nothing is permanent... at least not yet... yet it has come to this... Fear ... so much fear....

i don't understand y u have to behave like this... you are a fucking adult... yet u behave like a child... i don't blame u for behaving like this... maybe u have your reasons.. but for god's sake u are a fucking adult... even a child can look at you and know your actions are damn wrong... selfish... hurtful... y can't u forgive... is this the christian values that we were taught to have ? u disappoint me .. u really do... some times i don't understand you... maybe cos u would never understand me.... not now.. not ever... i don't want u to know me... your behavior have disappointed me... u can never understand me...

Posted by jasmine at 9:30 PM

Posted by jasmine at 8:20 PM

hehe.. this is a rather sad photo ........

Posted by jasmine at 9:32 AM

Saturday, October 16, 2004

when you found the someone you want to spend the rest of your life with, you want the rest of your life to start now.....

"when harry meets sally"

Posted by jasmine at 7:14 PM

span style="color:#66cccc;">it 530 am in the morning and i really can't sleep. My stomach is feeling funny and my body is not in a very good condition. my last proper meal more than 24 hrs ago. i just took a steroid jab for my hand and i think steroid has strange effects. my hand is super swollen now and well.. i don't wanna eat... i hope this jab works cos if it doesn't i have to go for an op..:( i'm suppose to be resting my hand now but i really can't do wihtout my comp....

baby i wonder wat you are doing now? mostly likly sleeping.. haha... i really miss u.. really idotic thing to say at 530am in the morning... i really wish you were beside me now... i want to be the perfect girl for u.. really... but seriously, i am scared... i am very scared of the future and what it may bring... i am sure apprehensive abt what is going to happen and how we will take it... i have many fears.. how would we get along together when i am sure our personailties will clash alot... both of us are like the most stubborn ppl ard... i have many doubts ... too many that it scares me... i really love u darling.. but.... i dont know.. i really dont know.. too many doubts and too afarid to trust anymore....maybe after we talk today i will feel better... i really hope i would....

i pray that god will really guide us through this and let us learn.. what ever happens in future its god's will...

i am surprise that i am able to get into this relationship cos of all the fears i have... i am one person who always test the water first or plan super ahead before i get into something... i feel super insecure if i don't know what is happening next... but darling with you... suddenly everything is a new adventure.. haha... baby i really miss u now.. really really do.. can't wait to c u in the morning.....

Posted by jasmine at 5:41 AM

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

Guess you all must be wondering whats up with the lovey stuff in my blog rite... hehe.. here's a short update.. i'm attached liao.. yes i am.. haha.. its kinda like a shock to me and well i'm still getting use to the fact that i'm "somebody's girl".. haha... really like kinda lost for words... y? well the guy that i'm attached to is super lor.. really super... u rox la.. haha.. (ok that sounded too fake) ... yeah... anyway as at now its like we been together for like 24 hrs !! and i must say this 24 hrs have been the best in my life so far !!.. seriously... he's a great guy .. super sweet and stuff .. yeah.. baby i really love u :) hehe... u rox la.. and i really mean it !!

Posted by jasmine at 9:23 PM

Posted by jasmine at 1:56 AM

Monday, October 11, 2004

Dear friends. Below, is an Italian horoscopeand you can find a lot about youself just bysearching your own identity in the Italian way.What you have to do is to find your group with the help of your date of birth.


Date of Birth Group
01,06,11,16,21,26,31 - A1
02,07,12,17,22,27 - B2
03,08,13,18,23,28 - C3
04,09,14,19,24,29 - D4
05,10,15,20,25,30 - E5



grOuP A1++You consider love as the mostbeautiful thing and you love to fall in love, buta number of your group members think that theperson they love is not sincere with them.You love to be with your friends and you are alwaysfound to be a dutiful friend. You can hardly controlyour patients, which is a very big drawback of yournature. The Person who is ruling your mind & heartthese days is perfect for you.



gRoUp b2====Your dreams and ambitions aremuch important for you and you can doeverything to fulfill your dreams. Love is muchvaluable in your life but you always search forsomeone perfect. You hardly trust someone. Yourfriends are really important for you but normally youhide a lot from them. You are a deep thinker youalways study the negative view as well as positive.You can lead a happy life with a person forwhom you care a lot these days.



gROuP C3^^^You always prefer mantel decisionsmore then emotional ones due to this youdon't have a limited number of friends. Youconsider life a very beautiful gift and you love toenjoy its colors. There are a number of peopleswho are your ideals and you loved to spend a bigpart of your time with them. You are found to be avery sincere lover. You have a perfect control onyour emotions but sometimes your decisionsreally effect your beloved(s).The person who has just appeared in yourmind and you has decided to forward this mailespecially to him/her is your real and specialfriend.



gR()uP d4~~Your always have goals to achieveand you can do everything to fulfill the dreamsof those who loves you. You have a sketch of anideal in your mind and you always search forthat personality. Your friends means a lot to youand you can do everything for the sakeof your friend,you a normally found to be an emotionalpersonality. You have a very less control onyour patience and due to this sometimes you overreact. The one who sent you this mail & the one towhom you will send this mail first are your realfriends.



GrOuP e5###You are found to be a person wholoves to love. You prefer emotional decisionmore than mental decisions. You consider life justto enjoy; you are the one who is perfect to callFLURTIES. You love to increase the list ofyour friends and beloved(s).You have a number of dreams but you neverwork hard to make your dreams come true whichis the biggest drawback in your nature you takeeverything much lightly.

Posted by jasmine at 7:12 PM

Sunday, October 10, 2004

She fixed her gaze on the plastic bag as it floated into the sky. Her surroundings grew dim as ther attention was now fixed on the plastic bag. Passerbys thought that she was gazing at the old buliding structures nearby. No one could have guessed that she was staring at the plastic bag, or indeed that she was infact standing there for that sole purpose. In this dusty,drab corner of the street, she and the plastic bag became one.

Posted by jasmine at 1:32 AM

Thursday, October 07, 2004

Baby there is really something abt you that i can't quite get... I was super upset just now and when u messaged me i wanted to just tell you how sad i was but than i decided not to cos u must be super tired after work.. so i had a normal conversation with you and u have no idea how tat up lifted my spirits... baby i really thank god for u... when i am like super stressed u make me feel better .. when i'm like super upset you cheer me up.. and when i am like angry.. u knock sense into me... baby i really thank god for u... and well.. the more i know you the more i am falling in love with you... seriously... some time i wonder if you feel for me like i feel for you..but whatever it is .. i'll never regret the day that i knew you.. not now not ever... you really make such a difference in my life... thank you...

Posted by jasmine at 7:45 PM

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

I'm in quite a lovey mood tonight so ya just composed this lovey thingy.. not for any guy in particular... Just for amusment sake...


Baby you have no idea how much i love you
Baby you have no idea how much i want you
Baby the way you move
The way you talk
I love everything abt you

Where are you now darling
What are you doing now
I love you

He is everything to me
He is who I want to be with
I love him for the man he is
And the man he wants to be.......

Posted by jasmine at 1:19 AM

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