Thursday, December 30, 2004
I just hung up the phone with my bf and guess what.. this is his super long shopping list.. Sometimes I wonder who is the one who enjoys shopping more... me or him.. hmm i always thought men are the one who don't like shopping.. looks like its the other way round here....
My boyfriend's shopping list (hpmf*)
1) Boreal Shadow (rock climbing shoes)
2) Kraige Chalk bag
3) New Bag (old bag has a hole sigh*)
4) Nike air trainers
5) Lebron 2 (basketball shoes)
6) Hi-fi
7) New handphone
8) Oceanic Wet-suit
9) Mares Proton Metal Regulator
10)Sunnto Dive Computer
11) Car
12) more shoes and bags
13) And maybe something nice for his gf
My shopping list
1) New hair colour
2) A new hp
3) havainas slippers (hibiscus)
4) more stylish slippers and shoes
5) more clothes
6) a krumpler bag
7) A big fat diamond ring...
Posted by jasmine at 9:21 PM
Dear Dairy,
I has been ages since I actually made a full entry of my pathetic life. Over the past year many incidents have happened and well, have been long forgotten. Nothing much about my life has changed yet. I'm still stuck in school. (oh bother) I would like very much to graduate soon but I guess it would only be in 2006. I must say that during this one year, I've learnt so much. I've grown the appreciate my life with my friends and not to mention my parents constant blubbering. Yes, I know, the high light of this would be my love life. Well, my love life for 2004 has been nothing like a smooth sailing ride. I would say it was like a tsumani. Yes, big and voilent. I had had many "Mike Darcys and Daniel Cleavers" coming and going in my life. Over the past year, I thought I had met my Daniel Cleaver. But it turn out that Daniel Cleaver is a bastard. Then again which man is not a bastard? After having long endless chats and endless nights of crying, I have came to a revelation. Man, indeed are bastards. To all those girls out there, enjoy singlehood and always remember men only want one thing.( go figure)
Besides meeting men in my life, I have well, put on alot of weight. Yes I have. No more slim girl. I'm fat and very unhealthy. 2004 has made me into a fat, unhealthy, chain smoking pig. Ha. Its nothing that I am proud off. At this very point, I run a risk of these deadly diseases.
1) heart failure
2) lung cancer
3) high blood pressure
4) diabettes
5) Liver failure
Interestingly enough, I don't give a fuck. I live by this saying: Eat healthy, live healthy, STILL DIE. In life everyone dies. Sad to say sometimes the most healthy dies first. Ha. My Mike Darcy just called. I am just reaccounting to him my day. He sounds to tired. Oh well.. Men .... Now he is taking a minute haha.. good give me time to write .
Life has been rather kind to me lately. Of all the things I've been through I am gald I am still alive. (ha guess wat that fella was talking to me from the toliet ) haha.. (men are all bum) ... I doubt I can continuing blogging with him on the phone. Oh well... than its good bye for now...
Posted by jasmine at 8:30 PM
You are the ultra-cute Never Been Kissed. You are
just waiting for the right person to come sweep
you off your feet. When they do, you will glide
straight on through to the happily ever after.
What Great Romantic Movie Are You?
Posted by jasmine at 8:27 PM
Monday, December 27, 2004
Sayonara pretty presents. Sayonara yummy food and christmas tree. Christmas is over (why!why!) My favorite season of the year has came to an end. It back to school for most of us and back to work for some of us. Well, instead of complaining about going back to school, I would like to dedicate this post solely to thanksgiving.For those who know me, you guys would know that this year's christmas was something very different for me.Firstly, I would like to say a big thank you to all the ppl who gave me presents. Thanks for all the pretty pretty presents. Thanks for all the lovely cards too.
Next I would like to thank these few ppl:
1) Nattie
2) Rupen
3) G.I.F.T
Hey ppl thanks for making this year a special one for me . Thanks for all the support and thanks for making me smile. G.I.F.T rocks la... :)
Thirdly I would like to thank the carollers.(is tat how u spell it ?)
Hey ppl great job :) .. you guys are the best.
And last but not least.. Mummy and Daddy
Thanks for the nice nice dinner. I promise you guys next year's party I would be the one cooking it k :) thanks for the presents.... :)
Posted by jasmine at 8:39 AM
----ChRiStMaS aLbUm----
Posted by jasmine at 8:22 AM
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
14 mins til the nest lesson. Followed by 3 hours straight of conveyencing law. How shitty can that be. Its the second week of school and I am dreding it already. Imagine being thrown into a world where you are a stranger. All you can feel this is over whleming lonliness and fear. Everything/one around you is a stranger, freaks...How would you feel.I have so much mix feelings now. I'm lonely yet I'm not alone, I'm anticipating what is coming ahead, I'm tired yet I had enough sleep last night, I'm hungry yet I have just eaten. So many feelings. So many contridictions. I'm one hell of a confused teenager.
I did many things wrong lately. I know that I was wrong but it feels so right. Knowing that I was wrong is totally different from admitting it. I don't want to admit that I was wrong cos I don't feel that it was wrong. Everyone has a deep dark secert and so do I. I want it to remain as a secret. It will remain as a secret.
Baby I love you
Baby I'm missing you so bad. Its been 2 days since I last saw you and damn do I miss you so bad... Where are you now, I wonder. What are you doing... Are you missing me like I'm missing you....
Posted by jasmine at 1:46 PM
Monday, December 13, 2004
The girl says:if you see me walking the road with someone else
It's not because I like his company
Its because you're not brave enough to walk beside me.
If you hear me talking about him all the time
Its not because he pleases meIts because you're too deaf to hear myheartbeat
If you feel me falling with someone new
Its not because i love him
It's because you're not there to catch me fall
If you feel lost, I too am nowhere
I too don't know where the road is going
Are we gonna cross each other's path
Or just completely turn around?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where lovebound
Don't let me walk with himIt's you I want to walk with
Don't let me talk of himIt's you I want to talk with
Don't let me fall for him
It's you I want to fall in love.
HOW THE GUY REPLY
When you thought I wasn't brave enough to walkbeside you
I was behind you every step of the way
Still filled with awe because of the beautythat stands before me
When you thought I was too deaf to hear yourheartbeat
I didn't want to assume anything
And I was afraid to lose our friendship
When you thought I wasn't there to catch you
It was because you never gave me the chance
If you feel like you are nowhere, I too am lost
I too don't know where the road is going
Are we just going to turn around,
Or are we gonna cross each other's path?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where lovebound?
Don't let me walk aloneI want to walk by your side
Don't let me talk of something else
It's you I want to talk with
Don't let me fall for someone else
It's you I want to fall in love
Posted by jasmine at 9:10 PM
Saturday, December 11, 2004
Where have I been this few days? Well haha... this week must have been the "lovey" week of my life.. last week i was just complianing that i would miss him cos i would not see him for 4 days straight.. But guess what .. this week.. haha.. I saw him everyday.. yes literally EVERYDAY... hahaha.. so happening rite... monday i went to his place to help him do some stuff.. tuesday was bridget jones dairy... wed was carolling... thursday i saw him for a short 15 mins at the interchange cos so happen both of us were there... than friday spent the whole day with him... literally... haha...went climbing and had dinner with him haha... and tomolo yes .. i will c him again.. haha... how whao can this be... well anyway tomolo is our 2nd month together.. haha. :D it seems so short but i feel that i know him for super long... :) i love u dear...
Posted by jasmine at 7:13 PM
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
Don't you love me any moreDon't you want to touch me anymore
Was it because of that particular day
Was it cos I am no longer special
Why do you not want to have me any more
I feel so lonely
I feel scared
I want someone to be around
I want to feel so love
I scream but its all slient
I call for help but no one hears
I know I'm not alone
But yet I feel lonely
I feel so alone in this vast open space
I feel used
I feel broken
I am broken
I am used
Sometimes I just want to vanish
To vanish and never appear again