Thursday, November 29, 2007

Philippines here I come ......... Will be back on the 6th dec

Posted by jasmine at 3:52 PM

Philippines here I come ......... Will be back on the 6th dec

Posted by jasmine at 3:52 PM

Monday, November 19, 2007

Today was a good day.

I got an award for the highest number of quality passes for English for Primary 4. It was a shock. Well at least I know my English is on the right track. Guess I would have to work harder next time for Maths and Science....

The list of Ppl I want to get back at are getting longer. These are the people who drive me to want to strive for excellence. Werid ah.. Its the people who offend who makes me want to outshine them and get the last laughs.

I got that feeling again. It was the same feel I got when my P4 teacher, MRS ELIZABETH SIMON of SHPS, threw my book back and me and yelled "STUPID GIRL!" Haha. That was the turing point in my life. I realised that the only way I can get back at her is to TEACH and be damn good at it and I can stand in her face and say "Hi, this is that STUPID GIRL". I had this wishful thinking once that I would one day be her HOD and give her hell. Maybe this dream is still possible. The fire for that was relighted again by some f*cKing EAS staff in the school today. Give me 8 year and if that stupid f*ck is still there I would be saying to him "In your face LOSER!"

I know where I want to go and what I want to do . I will do it by all means. I've seen people do it . I would be there one day, you just wait and see. And you will see how it feels like to be mistreated when you have little power or status in your office.

Posted by jasmine at 8:02 PM

Saturday, November 10, 2007

My entire life sumed up in 4 words... "SEE I TOLD YOU"

I tell this to my students, I tell this to my parents and I tell this to my friends... "SEE I TOLD YOU"

Now, I tell this to myself...

Its funny isn't it. When things happen to me I would tell myself that too. Am I being too hard on myself. Or do I do things to challenge the course of nature? And when things dont work out I tell myself, "damn, i should have listened to myself in the first place. Oh well, SEE I TOLD YOU"

I guess that is part of my growing up process. I guess if I had doubts about something I shouldn't do it so as to avoid the entire agonizing guilt trip I would put myself through with those 4 words. Well, so far my decisions have been quite sound. I hope.

Another one of my constant guilt driven lines would be " you deserve it" and honestly, I deserve it when ever something terrible happen to me. When bad things happen I deserve it, when good things happen its a bonus. Is this a negative attitude or an attitude that expects the worst hope for the best?

Haha* well i hope after the raving session I would be able to see.

Not recieving any response.. See I told you...

Posted by jasmine at 11:21 PM

Driven to a small corner
Something that I always tried to avoid
I guess that is life
I guess that is the harsh reality.


Its a saturday. I like going back to work. I wish I can work 7 days a week. Its my place of comfort and refudge. At least I dont feel stupid at work. I know what I am doing. People can't out smart me cause I am in familar territory. I do not put my guard down at work. I wish I can work 7 days a week . I dont fee stupid at work.

Posted by jasmine at 9:02 AM

Thursday, November 08, 2007

How do you completely trust a person again after he/she has lied to you before??

Its my fault that I'm too trusting, maybe I think too much

Posted by jasmine at 3:20 PM

Sunday, November 04, 2007

I is wondering how all my poly friends are. HAHA*

Its a sunday. I'm at home. I just finished checking their marks. IMPROVE OK!

Many things ahead of me.. Let hope every thing work out for the best la.

I need an answer abt something.

I hope I will get it soon ....
Another long week ahead

Posted by jasmine at 3:14 PM

Saturday, November 03, 2007

The oldest student I have taught is 17 this year.

Can you believe it????? Hahaa* Thats what happen when you start at 16....

I still can understand how can anyone get 4/50 for english

Posted by jasmine at 6:17 PM