Sunday, July 03, 2005

I am just coming to terms at how freaky life can be.. its like everything in life doesnt wait for you to be ready... just today as i was looking back at my early years as a teenager, i can't help but realise that time and tide really waits for no man...

i still remember the days when i walked into church and i was still in dorky glass and funny hair.. i can still recall when all my CGLs were not married or working... I can still recall the days when I was underage to enter a club , let alone hold a alcohol... man those were the days.. n now...

its strange how a death of a person can make u think abt life and stuff.. its strange how a death of a person can suddenly bring back so many memories to you... i really don't know how i should be feeling now.. happy sad or just numb... most of the time i am just numb.. indifferent to the things ard me .. y? cos i am afraid if i do .. i will get hurt n upset ... i've walked down that road before.. sometimes ignorance is really bliss...

Posted by jasmine at 9:12 PM