Monday, April 11, 2005

Alright people, its time for my weekly bitching session.. yes life's a bitch... but as much as it is , i hate to complain about it... y? cos i believe everyone is going through shit* and i am no different... i am so tired of life.. at this point .. the only component abt life that is really wearing me down is WORK.. yes the ever sickening 4 lettered word.. plus today is a Monday and that equates to MONDAY BLUES... damn how i wish i was home asleep... well if its any consolation, i had an amazing weekend ....my weekend activties make me ponder about my direction in life .. yeah.. stuff like what i want out of life.. where do i go after i study... well.. no doubt i have thought abt all this shit before .. but its like the things that happened to me this weekend kinda drove in the point that life isn't all that fine and dandy ... its hard work to have a proper decent self proving life.. yes yes maybe i have been thinking alot about all this since i started work.. and oh by the way, did i say WORK SUCKS? ... well.. if there is anything that I have drawn out of my "valuable" life lessons this week is this:

1) I will never work in a office again,. lets just say i have this problem with sitting still for long hours in front of a box :P
2) You are no one without a proper cert
3) Being average/better looking isn;t a plus point.. it many be cos of your doom
4) Life isn't abt focusing about the negative... but the positive (yes i have to remind myself that)
5) Things aren't the way they really look
6) Family is very very important

and lastly,

no matter how much i deny the fact that I cannot stand kids and I can't teach for nuts,as a scary as it sounds,
i love kids (just as long as they are NOT my own) and i can teach them .. and i have a future in this line...
*thanks mummy for reminding me that.

and so the start of my long week has begun... i am half looking forward to this weekend.. and half not.. rupen darling is going to the "ass of the world".. AUSSIE.. and i would MISS him like shit and not to mention i would be worried shitless... but than again WTF he deserves this break , he has been working very very hard :D ... and the part of this weekend i am looking forward to is SUNDAY .. yes that ever exciting time of the week .. a day packed with my socialising activities.. a day filled with CHILDREN and nagging adults.. a day filled with Friends and large shopping bills.... but the BESTEST part of sunday is the very fact that ............. I IS NOT HAVING TO WORK !! (same applies to sat) ha.. the little joys in life... :D

Posted by jasmine at 9:13 AM