Thursday, March 03, 2005
honestly i have never felt so tired before...not physically.. more mentally than physically.. there are the possible reasons
1) stress
2) PMS
3) Withdrawal symptoms
4) depression
ok so what the fuck is the problem now.. i hate myself.. hate myself for the fact that i am such an EMO bitch.. i cry at the slightest thing.. my life is a screwed up mess.. as much as i try to correct things i feel like i am going to go back to square one.. so i made changes.. but my body is tempted... i have half the mind to open the few cans of beer on my table.. i am so tired... i really want out !! which way out.. i tired the God way, I tried the world way.. both seem ok.. but still i go back to square one.. i am tired.. really tired.. i really want away out of this life... i know y i am crying.. and i hate myself for this.. really hate myself for this.. as though the other party is not suffering.. fuck it la.. fuck this whole fucking world... once the pandora box is opened it can't be closed......
Posted by jasmine at 10:29 PM