Sunday, November 28, 2004
Once upon a time there was this little girl. She was no extrodinary girl. She did things every normal little girls do. She had parents who loved her alot and a comfortable little house. One day, this little girl fell in love with a little boy. This boy was not an ordinary boy. He liked dark things. He played with things that were wrong. He had his own set of ideas and life principle. This little girl knew that he was this sort of person, but she was blinded by love. She devoted her life to him. She gave her everything to him. Everything she held dear, she gave it up for him. He was her world. The little boy taught her many things. he taught her about tarots, he taught her about witch craft and he exposed her to a world that she had never seen before. This little girl was thrilled. How often was she able to wander into a dark world. Slowly, she became more and more of this dark and scary world. She started to change. She never saw things the way they were again. When the little boy found out, he did not want her any more. He felt that she was not the little girl that could be easily manupilated. He took back his promise of everlastling love to her and left her alone.
At first this little girl was scared, she felt lost. She was now alone in the dark forest. She felt that she was wondering into the abyss with no one as her guide. She wanted to run out but she can't . Slowly, she sinks into the forest. One day, she decided to take charge of the darkness and not allow it to control her life. It was not easy, but soon she manage to do it. However, this little girl will never be the same again. She has seen things she shouldn't have, she feels things she did not feel before. She sees things in a different prespective. She has so much pain in her. She still thinks about this boy when she is alone at night. She does not miss him but she wonders how he is. She wants to talk to him agian. She wants to tell him how grateful to him for teaching her pain. But she knows it would never be possible again. She knows he will never talk to her again because she is not the angel that he thought she was. Indeed, she no longer an angel, she has fallen. She's a fallen angel, unable to fly again........
Posted by jasmine at 9:55 PM