Wednesday, November 24, 2004
11 more days to school open !! 11 more fucking days !!... fast isn't it.. just weeks ago i was complaining that the holiday was too long.. now school is starting... christmas is coming ..
Natasha is leaving... damn i'll miss her... really no one can replace her.. she's like the "oldest" friend that i have... we have been through so much... she has touched so many lives... really angel la this girl... nattie i'll really miss you... i really don't wanna show that i'm really super sad that you are going.. i just cannot imagine waking up in the morning and realising i can't call u when i want to, i can't meet you to go church.. i wouldn't see you on sunday... just thinking abt it make me super emo... i know u will come back once in a while but ... it wouldn't be the same again... christmas wouldn't be the same again... you are leaving 4 days b4 christmas... this year's christmas will be spent without the most important person... through out my 18 years of life so many people has come and gone... not to mention the guys ... every x mas would be a diff guy.. but it U only U that stays the same.. you are the one I would sit with during watch night service... you're the first i wish happy new year.. you're the first i wish merry christmas .. and well.. you're the first i say happy deepavali too.. haha... sigh... nothing will be the same again... i don't wanna show it .. i really don't...
i know u must be feeling super sad that u are leaving too .. i shall not add to it.. i promise on the day u leave i would give u the biggest smile i would try my best not the shed a tear.. after all its temporary ... and my promise to u also is tat no matter what happens you will still be my best friend... there are so many events we can spent together... like... 21st birthday, our wedding, our childrens first month/year birthday... haha.. so many more happy times... so what is 4 years away rite.. :) when u return there will be many more :)
Posted by jasmine at 7:08 PM