Tuesday, October 19, 2004
fear hurt and pain all at once... the uncertainty of the futre and fear of the past... your words cut like a knife... your thoughts are closed and immature... how can this go on.... i want acceptance.. i want understanding... nothing is permanent... at least not yet... yet it has come to this... Fear ... so much fear....
i don't understand y u have to behave like this... you are a fucking adult... yet u behave like a child... i don't blame u for behaving like this... maybe u have your reasons.. but for god's sake u are a fucking adult... even a child can look at you and know your actions are damn wrong... selfish... hurtful... y can't u forgive... is this the christian values that we were taught to have ? u disappoint me .. u really do... some times i don't understand you... maybe cos u would never understand me.... not now.. not ever... i don't want u to know me... your behavior have disappointed me... u can never understand me...
Posted by jasmine at 9:30 PM