Wednesday, July 21, 2004
Cool beer and a ciggy.. tats wat i need now.. haha.. well.. i got my cold beer.. but ciggy.. haha no smoking in the house.. haha.. i saw my ex today.. when i saw him i was like wat the FUCK !! he was there and... well.. jsut there with anyone girl.. i was like wat the heck.. i mean its like so long ago.. he was smoking too.. sigh.. double standards.. i can't stand double standards... guys have a habit of doing tat... i doubt i'll ever find the right guy.. really lor.. i mean its like which guy would want me.. we are in an asian society where they label girls who smoke, drink and tattoo as being no good girls.. so what the fuck i'm not good.. but at least i'm being who i am not who the society wants me to be haha.. well.. i guess tats me.. not your typcial good demure girl.. haha.. sigh i doubt i'll find the right guy.. all the guys i've been out with all like well... think its wrong for a girl to smoke and dirnk.. whne they ar with me they are like its ok... but after we broke up they are like i can't stnad girls like tat.. than another day i would c them clubbing or getting pissed drunk by the road side... the irony of life.. haha..
Posted by jasmine at 7:56 PM